She held his heart together when it was tattered
Not realizing hers will be shattered
His heart was wandering for perfection
Hers for his affection
It came in his wants
Her disappointment in his cant’s
She held on to him as hard as she could
Unrequited feelings based on would and should
One day she stopped giving
She had to start living
She restrained herself, feelings, her being
She removed the rosy shades through which she was seeing
He was jolted by this lack of existence
His own pity marred by no persistence
He was sorry, wanted things to be the way they were
He wanted to do everything to get back with her
He was questioning rationale to make himself feel less guilty
His heart was restless with the ambiguity
The tragedy is not in the story
But in the reality gory
While realization hit him, will he make amends to himself
Change the way he broke her with his power and pelf
He will move on or maybe she’d come back to him
Will that be the realization of all she gifted him?
His own insecurities for which she bore the cross
His shortcomings that lead to this loss
He will find another because he is a smooth operator
Moving from one island to another
Not realizing it is love he hunts for always
But lets it go lest it stays
His emptiness can not be found in another until he is whole inside
This dismal state is perpetual, as he lets love slide
Isn’t time he paused for a moment and asks
What good does it do, this illusion in which he basks
It will do him good to embrace and abide
By all the blessings on his side
His search for love, lies inside his heart
Discovering himself will never let it part
Else, it will be just an endless cycle of heartache for him
and them
And a cascading ruin of his imaginary realm
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